To my great joy i found out that the problems were alot less severe and i will shortly be able to pick up on Symphony. I will still not be available on steam though as my pc is unavailable. Another con regarding that is that i will need a picture of Symphony as help when i begin visualization. And whaddya know, i only have them on my computer so i have decided to bite the bullet and begin drawing by hand! It will be tough thinking of how i barely manage to draw a decent circle lol. For this however i could need some help; i have seen some great pictures showing how to properly draw the ponies we all love and adore so if anyone, ANYONE has a link to any of those pictures, that would be greatly appreciated. Ohh and just in case you haven’t realized; i am writing on my iPhone (in case of any writing errors)
I have asked for your help and gotten it before and now i humbly ask again
-Blimp
I am very sad to announce that i wont be able to work on Symphony for the next 2-4 months due to some complications at home. Also i will be unreachable at steam for the next 2-4 months.
Guys’n gurls, keep working on your tulpa. I hope to see many sentient ones when i return
-Blimp
its been a really long time since i wrote anything in my blog because i felt that stuff got a little too repetitive and it has kept being that up until now. Let me update you on a few things. i have 43 1/2 hr personality now and ive added 64 traits. the reason i have done 43 hours has been to compensate for my poor first 5-10 hrs. i didnt realize how bad i did until i had my first couple good ones where i really managed to grasp what tulpaforcing really was. And anyways as ive said; it has been very repetitive as i said it would be so i didnt think that there was a point in writing in the blog about every single session, but today i experienced something awesome as balls! i think it may have been my first emotional response. I was idling in the steam chat as usual when a dude asked me how i was doin with my tulpa, so i told him what i just told you. i also showed him a picture on how the current design of her was gonna be. That’s when another dude started raving about how shitty the design was and that the colors were overused in OC’s. im usually not a person to feel insulted by that, but an hour later when i was sitting in the cab to my appartment, i was struck by overwhelming sadness followed by a headache on the exact spot i need to focus on when i tulpaforce. When i experienced it, it felt terrible as hell, but now i think its really awesome. it means that at least i have done SOMETHING right :P and that feels really good.
Gonna update if i experience any other awesome stuff
yupyup, the third of my growing collection of Symphony pics. I made her look the other way to challenge myself a little as i’ve yet to learn how to draw her looking in different directions. Made her sad because no one is happy all the time.
On the other hand, im very happy as ive had a few really really good sessions the last couple days. Hopefully i’ll keep it up that way.
Laters
finished another pic of Symphony. will keep on making sideways pics until i am confident enough to do pics from the front and back.
And for those who wonders; i wont be updating my blog unless i have something important to blog about like for example if im done with personality, she talks etc etc etc… (yeah i know, im a lazy ass)
got people on every side now. My loudmouth roommate is back, dad is going to live in my appartment the next 2 days and in the weekend im going away. Don’t think i’ll have the time nor opportunity to do a session in the near future :/
Finally done! This took waaaaaayyy longer than i’d ever thought. Still, i am very satisfied with the result :)
I remade her Cutie mark to look more “artistic”
Anyways, this was my very first pic in photoshop evah! had the time of my life making it, so expect more ;)
Also, thanks to Wireless for learning me how to use Photoshop. could never have done it without your help :)
26th april 2012
Duration; 30 min
Total; 2h 25 min
29th april 2012
Duration; 45 min
total; 3h 10 min
Sorry i havent been updating the blog in a while. have been very busy the last week. Managed to sneak in a short session the 26th though. Not much happened. The usual.
Anyways, today i experienced an epiphany. In the weekends i live home with my noisy family so i figured i tried to do a session in one of our fields in the forest and it was a great sucess! i managed to conentrate without problems which is for me a great victory! Anyways, this time i tried to put weight on her will-be passion; singing. Not a particular genre, just singing in general. Wont mind much if she ends up singing music i dont like. Maybe if she starts singing Justin Bieber i will mind a little bit. Hope that wont be the case.
Anywas, ill try to make up for lost time by doing two sessions the upcoming days. Wish me luck
23rd april 2012
Duration; 50 min
Total; 1 h 55 min
Im beginning to get the hang of this. i can finally settle my mind effectively (thanks to the group ^^) and i am able to stay concentrated on one thing at a time. The length of my session are increasing too. Didnt really think of the time before i “woke up” and realised it had almost been and hour lol.
Anyways, today i worked on Empathy, her ability to feel sorry for other people and try to help them through what they are going through (a little heavy sentence, maybe?). it went great :D after a while, it all just kept going by itself. i could remember times when i showed empathy and channel them without straining myself much.
Really fun to already see some improvements. not implying im really good, im just trying to be positive about it
Peace out